Daddy I’m really missing you already Im so happy for the times we spent together I just wanted more time with you and I knew that you were afraid to die because you told me and you told me why I only wanted to try and help you live a few more years I wish with all my heart that you could have I have always loved you and I think you know that Please say hello to Brian for me let him know that I love and miss him so much Say hello to Wesley and grandma Baker And hey to uncle Jerry and Andy I’m sure that they will all be so happy to see you I’m so happy that you are going to see your mother I can’t even imagine how happy you both are going to be I love you daddy